I feel like I'm getting my old self back. Its like I'm no longer mionggay, the-paranoid-and-insecure-girl-who-has-the-hots-for-her-friend-who-likes-superficial-girls; now I am mionggay, miss-positive-thinking-i'm-going-to-pursue-my-dreams-and-i-don't-care-if-you-dont-like-me.

I have to admit that the past year was catatonic. I cannot believe that I have allowed myself to go through such an ordeal. But all is well now and I have a gazillion things that I want to do:

- finish reading wicked
- find a new band to listen to. ( I still love Incubus but I think I want to explore a new sound and I'm thinking along the lines of Muse.)
- get the novel started
- rekindle love for photoshop
- think of new photo concepts

I sure hope to get those done before I add another candle on my cake. Although, the novel might take some time to finish. I'm crossing my fingers that I don't get ga-ga over a boy again and forget all the things that i want to accomplish.

It's always nice to realize what you want for you, and not for crazy men who are all "zomg I likes you.. BUT I ARE GAY!" and such...
» ikimashokie on 2008-04-24 06:44:29

I only know one book named Wicked, and it's the one about Oz. Good book, that.
» randomjunk on 2008-04-24 06:52:17

i think the most important things is to be urself.

» renaye on 2008-04-25 09:24:23

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